Touch of Grey

I’m not exactly a Grateful Dead fan, although I came to appreciate much of their music through the interest of my college roommate in the early 1970s. He actually took me to see the Dead at one of their legendary concerts, maybe at Manhattan Center in 1971. I remember only the wall-to-wall people standing in the large venue.

In any case, in my quest to record covers of songs that were influential in my musical development, in more-or-less chronological order, I found myself in need of a song from 1987 from a group or individual that I hadn’t yet recorded (this is one of my somewhat arbitrary rules for this project). However, it turns out that I entered into a kind of musical desert in 1987, having quit my job in New York, gotten married, and driven with my pregnant wife to California — all of which distracted me from my prior listening routines. So when it came time to select a song from 1987, I reviewed the list of top-100 hits from that year and came up with a blank. In fact, I remained pretty much unaware of what was happening in pop music into the 1990s, when my son grew old enough to start bringing his music into the house. 

I noticed that The Grateful Dead had a song — in fact, their only top 10 hit on the Billboard top 100 — but I had never heard it. So I gave it a few listens, learned it, and recorded it, albeit with more of a half-time feel. I also played the low melodic guitar hook that shows up in the chorus on the piano. And I based my cover on the official Dead video, which is a shortened version of the original recording (although I sing it in a different key).

Some technical details: I recorded the song at home in April 2026 on Logic Pro X, singing the vocals and backup vocals, playing acoustic and electric guitars, and simulating drums, bass, piano, and organ as “software instruments” played live on my midi keyboard.

I made the video using Final Cut Pro. It consists of lots of iPhone photos taken around my house, on which is superimposed an iPhone green-screened video of me singing the song. I also spent a bit of time creating fake shadows for my superimposed image that are layered into the Final Cut mix. I produced the lyrics in PhotoShop rather than in Final Cut Pro, because I found it easier to distort them into an appropriate perspectival form, consistent with the underlying images.

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Hey When I Die

I suppose I’ve been thinking about dying lately. It’s really hard for me to avoid such thoughts as I get older, and people around me start getting sick, getting old, and dying. So I had an idea for a song called “When I Die” and worked on it during March 2026. I’ve described the lyric-writing process in the embedded video, which ends with a live rendition of the song: just a single mic, me, and my Ibanez guitar.

Hey When I Die
Words and music © 2026 Jonathan Ochshorn

Verse 1. Hey when I die find those pictures I made as a kid
In a box that I put in the attic
I digitized most of them over the years
But I can’t seem to bury the past

You and your brother well you might want to keep one or two
I don’t know if it’s something you’re eager
To do and it certainly won’t bring me to tears
If they end up recycled or trashed

Chorus 1:
Hey when I die I know you can handle the pain
And if you try you’ll find a path through the stress and strain (over and over again)

Verse 2. Hey when I die won’t you manage my YouTube account
Yes I know that my songs won’t attract
The amount of attention of a viral sensation
But I still want to keep them afloat

And while you’re at it you’ll find that my websites contain
All my books and my papers I hope
Will remain open-access so a new generation
Can discover the stuff that I wrote

Chorus 2a:
Hey when I die you can say I’ll be setting you free
No need to cry this is the way it was meant to be (all throughout history)

Instrumental verse

Chorus 2b:
Hey when I die you won’t need me to explain
But I’ll still testify that the sun will come out after every rain (you can watch it shine again)

Verse 3. Hey when I die there’s a few things I’d never allow
Number one don’t embalm me like Lenin
Or Mao number two no mahogany coffin
And number three no big monument stone

Cause there’s way better options that are cheaper and also are green
Like that natural burial place that
I’ve seen out in Newfield you could visit me often
And watch how the meadows have grown

Chorus 3:
Hey when I die and the vessel you’re sailing’s unmoored
That tear in your eye it’s gonna end up on a minor chord (so throw it overboard)

Verse 4. And when you gather the friends that we’ve known for so long
In some place where they’re serving good food with
Good song well I already miss you so much
Just thinking bout how we’ll be so out of touch

Not to use my own dying as some sort of crutch
When its true irrevocable meaning as such
Makes it hard to imagine any plausible dogma
To clutch… Hey when I die

House of Straw

It’s hard enough convincing people that the form of rule associated with competing democratic states is central to the capitalist project; that calls for freedom and democracy are hardly an antidote to the insanity of the so-called market economy. Given the difficulties of explaining the relationship of democratic states to the capitalist economy, it might seem futile to write a song about it, but I’ve given it a try. Some metaphorical constructs are inevitable — after all, it’s still a song — but the rest is pretty explicit. 

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House of Straw
Words and music © 2026 Jonathan Ochshorn

1. Mervat struggles to find shelter
She’s weak with hunger and disease
In the summer she will swelter
In the winter she will freeze

2. Ahmad toils in jobs that bore him
He feels completely worn out and estranged
He knows this world has nothing for him
But he prays for something to be changed

CHORUS: But he can’t fix what isn’t broken
When it’s a feature of the system not a flaw
He needs to speak the word that’s never spoken
Blow down this house of straw

3. Bombed out neighborhoods spark a profusion
Of viral memes on the internet
While talking heads reach the conclusion
That the victims really are the threat

CHORUS: But you can’t fix what isn’t broken
When it’s a feature of the system not a flaw
You need to speak the word that’s never spoken
Blow down this house of straw

Instrumental break

CHORUS: You can’t fix what isn’t broken
When it’s a feature of the system not a flaw
You need to speak the word that’s never spoken
Blow down this house of straw

4. Don’t put your faith in politicians
Who promise you a better life
While they legislate the very conditions
That generate this constant strife

CHORUS: Cause they can’t fix what isn’t broken
You see it’s the system they’ve created under law
So you need to speak the word that’s never spoken
Blow down this house of straw
Blow down this house of straw
Blow down this house of straw

Production notes:
Music arranged and produced by Jonathan Ochshorn
Recorded with Logic Pro X software
Vocals: Jonathan Ochshorn
Background vocals: Jonathan Ochshorn
Software instruments played live on midi keyboard: Jonathan Ochshorn (piano, drums, bass, trumpets)
Recorded at home in Ithaca, NY, February 2026.

Exterior wall psychrometric analysis calculator

Even twenty years ago, conventional wisdom, reinforced by building codes, held that a vapor barrier should be placed on the warm (in winter) side of exterior walls in places like New York that have cold winters. Well, it turns out that this conventional wisdom was wrong — by 2010, Joseph Lstiburek was writing in his essay on The Perfect Wall that in virtually all climate zones, “we would split the thermal resistance of the insulation on the exterior of the structural frame with this insulation within the structural frame at least 50:50. So in an R-20 wall—at least R-10 or more on the outside of the non-conductive structural frame. And no vapor barrier on the inside of the assembly. Repeat after me, no vapor barrier on the inside of the assembly. We want the assembly to dry inwards from the control layers—and to dry outwards from the control layers. Always. Everywhere.” (emphasis added)

In other words, even if a simple psychrometric analysis showed condensation within the wall — in places where the calculated interstitial temperature dropped below the dew point temperature — the in-wall water could dry out, either to the inside or the outside. The bottom line is that such simple analyses are most often superficial, as they don’t take into account the variable permeability of certain construction materials, or the risk of trapping moisture and causing mold and rot in hot humid seasons, especially when the interior spaces are air conditioned.

So, with the preceding paragraphs as a disclaimer, I think it is still useful — certainly as a teaching tool if not as a practical guide to construction — to understand how the R-value (resistance to conduction of heat) and inverse perm rating (resistance to the passage of water vapor) create gradients of temperature and dew point temperature within an exterior wall. If these  gradients are plotted over a wall section, one can see where, and if, the temperature drops below the dew point temperature — a sign that condensation is likely. With this in mind, I have created an exterior wall psychrometric analysis calculator that finds values for temperature and dew point temperature within a user-defined exterior wall, given user-specified values for temperature and relative humidity at the exterior and interior.

Two images: wall section with temperature and dew point temperature gradients on the left; and psychrometric chart showing critical values on the right.

Schematic wall section (left) showing interstitial temperature and dew point temperature gradients. Condensation occurs where the temperature falls below the dew point temperature. In this example, taken from the default values in the calculator, the dew point temperature — shown as a red line — crosses over the temperature between the batt insulation and the plywood sheathing, indicating the potential for condensation at this location. When a vapor retarder is added between the gypsum board and batt insulation, the dew point temperature — shown as a green line — is always below the temperature, so condensation does not occur. The psychrometric chart (right) plots the combination of temperature and humidity ratio and shows where the relative humidity rises above 100% (i.e., where condensation occurs — at point “C” in both diagrams). Images by Jonathan Ochshorn.

 

 

How Sullivan and Morris make their arguments

I’ve been reading an anthology on architectural theory and came across an essay by the architect Robert Morris writing about “harmony” in 1739. Now I’m not sure if the American architect Louis Sullivan read Morris, but the similarity of their style of argumentation is striking: it consists of stringing together a list of nouns, each modified by an appropriate adjective. So, we get Sullivan’s famous “open apple blossom,” “toiling work-horse,” and “blithe swan” to support his claim about form and function; while Morris gives us “murmuring Rivulets, “silent Grove,” and “verdant Meads” to defend his views about harmony. Here are excerpts from Morris and Sullivan:

Robert Morris,   “An Essay upon Harmony,” 1739, in Harry Francis Mallgrave, ed., Architectural Theory, Volume I: An Anthology from Vitruvius to 1870, Malden, MA (Blackwell Publishing: 2006), p.116: “The Soul by Sympathy to Scenes of perfect Beauty, of Proportion and Elegance, is insensibly drawn and attracted; the murmuring Rivulets, the silent Grove, the verdant Meads, the particolour’d Gaieties of Nature, have their charms which Harmoniously please.”

Louis Sullivan, “The Tall Office Building Artistically Considered,” Lippincott’s Monthly Magazine, March 1896, p.408.: “Whether it be the sweeping eagle in his flight, or the open apple blossom, the, toiling work-horse, the blithe swan, the branching oak, the winding stream at its base, the drifting clouds, over all the coursing sun, form ever follows function, and this is the law.” From Louis Sullivan, “The Tall Office Building Artistically Considered,” Lippincott’s Monthly Magazine, March 1896, p.408.

Revisiting Decorated Sheds and Ducks for Sustainable Building

Animation gif showing construction of "duck" cladding over normative rectilinear selling space.Decorated sheds, along with ducks, were first theorized by Robert Venturi, Denise Scott Brown, and Steven Izenour in their 1972 book, Learning from Las Vegas. While their argument focused on semiotics and signs, designing buildings as decorated sheds can also be understood as an important strategy for achieving sustainable design goals. For that reason, it is useful to revisit and reformulate the authors’ original critique, in order to provide a more nuanced discussion of decoration and distortion. This paper’s central claims are advanced in three steps. First, I argue that sustainable buildings increasingly take the form of decorated sheds: energy efficiency and enclosure durability benefit from compact building form; a compact building — one without gratuitous distortion of the enclosure surfaces — is, ipso facto, a shed; such sheds must have continuous control layers, e.g., air barriers and thermal insulation, which create a discontinuity between exterior cladding and building interiors; and cladding, visible to the outside world and disengaged from the building’s underlying structure and interior, can easily be configured as a carrier of decoration. These tendencies are increasingly encouraged in contemporary code mandates and can be seen in programs developed by organizations including Net-Zero Energy Homes, Living Buildings, and the Passive House Institute. Second, while ideas about decorated sheds and ducks theorized in Learning from Las Vegas offer important insights into the design and critique of buildings, I argue that a close reading reveals several logical errors and inconsistencies. Third, I develop a more nuanced argument, one that considers the distinction between decorated sheds and ducks in terms of a fluid matrix organized along the axes of decoration and distortion. Reframing the concepts developed by Venturi, Scott Brown, and Izenour allows these concepts to be better applied to the contemporary use of decorated sheds for sustainable, energy-efficient building.

My paper, entitled “Revisiting Decorated Sheds and Ducks for Sustainable Building,” will be presented at the 114th Annual Meeting of the Association of Collegiate Schools of Architecture in March 2026. You can read the complete web version right now!

Upcoming January 2026 performance

I’m hoping to perform one of my original songs at an upcoming event taking place at the Center for the Arts of Homer, 72 S. Main St., Homer, NY 13077.

The event is a Community Arts Challenge cosponsored by the Center for the Arts of Homer and Cortland Arts Connect. My song, Walking in Circles, was accepted into the competition and I’m hoping to sing it live at the Grand Opening event on Friday, Jan. 23, 2026, starting at 6:15 PM.

Poster for 16th Annual Community Arts Challenge with the artisitic theme of "Home" cosponsored by the Center for the Arts of Homer and Cortland Arts Connect

Check my performance website for details.

The theme of this year’s competition is “home,” and my song addresses the human (and, I suppose, also the nonhuman) desire to return home. Our path is invariably circular, whether taking the form of a so-called spiritual journey or a return to an inner unconscious realm: “I’m walking in circles/ Not because I’m bound to roam/ I’m walking in circles/ Just to get back home.”

The song documents my daily walk to downtown Ithaca, NY, and then back home.

Two songs played live in Cortland, Dec. 13, 2025

Here are two iPhone videos from my Dec. 13, 2025 performance at the Cortland Coffeehouse Plus at the Unitarian Universalist Church. The videos were edited using my own video clips for audio (taken with my iPhone mounted on a tripod near the Bose PA speakers) and using the more frontal views taken by Susan Schwartz for the video. There is just a little audio enhancement in Logic Pro, mainly to even out some of the dynamics. I selected one video from the first guitar set and one from the second digital piano set. You can find all the studio versions and official YouTube videos on my music website. And also check out the original performance announcement with links to all the songs I performed.

   

Additional links to live videos from the performance: A Slow-Growing Cancer and Adorno’s Golden Gate

Cortland concert Dec. 13, 2025

I’ll be performing at the Coffeehouse Plus Cafe in the basement of the historic Cortland Unitarian Universalist Church (3 Church St., Cortland, NY; us side entrance on Elm St.) on Saturday, Dec. 13, 2025, from 7:00–9:00 PM. Doors open at 6:30 PM and there will be lots of delicious refreshments on offer. This is a concert to benefit the various ongoing and potential renovation projects for the church — built in 1837 with cobblestone walls and listed in the National Register of Historic Places.

I’ll be playing two sets — one with guitar and one with keyboards. Some of the featured original songs on my list include “Adorno’s Golden Gate,” “Ode to Fluff,” “OMA’s Milstein Hall,” and “Adaptation.” You can listen to the studio versions on my music website.

Jonathan Ochshorn playing guitar on a pier with water in the background

While in the area, you also have the opportunity to visit the legendary (and also historic) A&W Restaurant, built in the early 1960s, and still proudly using 1960s-era telephones to order food inside (or “car hops” to bring food to your car). It’s at the intersection of Rt. 13 and Rt. 281.

Location of the Coffeehouse Plus Cafe and A&W Restaurant in Cortland, NY

Update [Dec. 15, 2025]: I’ve posted two videos from the Dec. 13, 2025 performance.